In the noisy world where we live, it’s remarkably easy to lose sight of what God is saying. We get so bogged down with the distractions our lives have to offer that we can’t hear His voice over all the noise. We may listen to what pastors and Bible studies have to say about our Creator, but we cease to let Him speak for Himself. We end up with an unfocused, distorted picture of God. It’s impossible to know someone when you only listen to what everyone else says about them. Eventually, you have to sit down and listen to what they have to say.
For the last several weeks, I’ve been going through an identity crisis of sorts. Rebuilding from the ground up, tearing up bad roots, unpacking the basics of who I am and who I want to become. The process is scary and confusing, and completely worth my while. God is leading me on an incredible journey of self-discovery, and I’ll come out of it knowing more about who I am and what His plan is for me. But I’ve come to the realization that, if I want to base who I am in God, I will never be able to figure out who I am until I know who He is. I’m done with the shaky image of Him, built from flawed human logic and assumptions. That’s not who God is. He’s bigger than that, and maybe it’s time I let Him speak for Himself.
So I went to the place I should have looked to for answers in the first place–God’s Word. The handwritten letter from Him to His people. The answer to any question I could have about His character, straight from His mouth. And here’s what I found:
God is the source of perfect love (1 Corinthians 13:4-7)
“Love is patient, love is kind.” We’ve all heard the words describing the kind of love we are called to exhibit as followers of Christ. But what makes the passage powerful is that this is the kind of love God has for us. God’s love bears all things, endures forever; He is the ultimate source of untainted, unselfish love. And all that love is directed at us.
God is sustenance (Philippians 4:12)
I was griping to a friend via Facebook Messenger recently, and he sent me this verse. The words hit me hard. “In any and all circumstances I have learned to be content…” Whatever God gives me, it’s enough because I have Him guiding me through it. He is the secret to contentment, wherever life puts me. I serve the God of plenty; whatever I lack, He is enough to make up for it.
God is a steadfast refuge (Psalm 46:10)
As someone who struggles daily with anxiety, this passage is especially comforting. My God is closer than my fear; He is bigger than my panic attacks. He is “a very present help in times of trouble,” I have no need to fear even “though the earth gives way.” The entire world could come crashing down around me, and still my Father would be cause for peace.
God is merciful (John 3:16-17)
This is one of the many characteristics to be exemplified in the behavior of God’s Son during His life on earth. From eating dinner with Pharisees to comforting an adulteress at a public well, Jesus loved the most-despised sinners of His time like they had never been loved before. He wasn’t there “to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.” Love and mercy abounded in His life, as they do in His Father’s relationship with us.
God is a righteous judge (Psalm 7:8)
This is one of God’s characteristics that I find most difficult to understand, especially seen side-by-side with His love and mercy. God is the ultimate source of goodness. As such, He is the only one with the right to pass judgement on humanity. He sets the bar. God “will judge the world with righteousness.” He is just and right, the only infallible judge, and He will not ignore sin.
God is vengeful (Hebrews 10:26-31)
This is, in my opinion, one of the most terrifying passages in all of Scripture. God has given us the ultimate gift; the price is paid in Christ’s blood to wash away all our wrongdoings. For those who accept that gift, there is no fear, no condemnation. But when that gift of mercy is ignored, fear and condemnation are the only things left. God is righteous in His anger and sure in His vengefulness. “It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.”
God is all-powerful, and empowering (Deuteronomy 9:3)
We serve a big God. No matter how scary the giants we face may seem, to Him, they are ants. And He empowers His children to serve the purposes He has for them. “Know therefore today that he who goes over before you as a consuming fire is the LORD your God.” We serve a consuming fire. He goes ahead of us. Our enemies are driven out before us; nothing can stand against us when we have His guiding voice.
God is passionately loving (Zephaniah 3:17)
This has been one of my favorite passages since I was in middle school. God’s love seems to radiate from the words. “The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save.” Our Father is whatever presence we need Him to be. His voice rings over the rooftops to declare His love for us; it’s the tender whisper of a parent singing a child to sleep at night. He is delighted with us, and He knows what we need to hear from Him.
Obviously, God cannot be summed up in a single blog post. His character is far too big and multifaceted to be captured in 1500 words or less. But His Word gives us a good starting point to begin to glimpse not only who He is, but also who He isn’t.
There are a lot of misconceptions about the character and attributes of God that could be cleared up so easily if we simply looked to the Scriptures. God is sustenance, and He never leaves His children alone. God is loving, not hateful. God is steadfast; He isn’t scared or shocked by our problems. He is merciful, but He doesn’t let sin go unpaid for. He is righteous, not unfair. He is vengeful, but He isn’t spiteful. He is powerful, not overpowered by things that look huge to us. And most of all, He doesn’t hold back when it comes to loving His children.
This is the God I serve. This is the One who is shaping my future and identity. If who I am is based in who He is, how could I ever be swayed?
But what is that unshakeable identity? Who am I called to be? The answer is simple:
I’m called to be like Him.
~Becca